Chaos indeed!

What a chaos! But chaos should be sorted out. So, if only for my contentment or peace of mind, I have to do the things I have planned today. But at the back of my mind, I love those chaos, at the back of my mind, I want to regularly sneak in to those chaos! But at the moment, I have to be in my mind. In the end, I believe, it would be forever like that, I will be up and straight most of the time and sneaking inadvertantly to chaos (sudden urge to do things not in your plan that may sometimes be destructive, just anything) from time to time, to happiness?!!